K. Will - I hate Myself

Recently, I posted K.will songs. I was touched by his song. Most of his songs are fit with my feeling. Even sometime I don't know the meaning of the song, but the song still can touch my heart. So easy listening. This is another my favorite song. This song really represent my feeling. 

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English Translation

I fill up my wallet that you bought for me 

I make reservations at the restaurant you used to go to

 In the seat you used to sit in, is a different person 

With whom I am having an awkward conversation

I tell the funny stories I used to tell you

 Like a robot, I say the same things over and over again 

On the outside, I am smiling but it's not as great as it looks 

Because I keep seeing her as you

Not making any sense, I meet other people 

Not making any sense, I try to love another person 

When my love is only you

 I hate myself for laughing with someone that isn't you

I stop by that place that you liked 

I pick out some clothes that you would like

 And I celebrate a birthday of someone that's not you 

Even I think I am pretty ridiculous

Tears are forming in me but 

In front of the other person, I pretend to be okay and smile 

Me, acting like this - me, being so cowardly - 

I crazily hate myself to the point that I get sick of it

Come back to me, I need you

 Even if they say I'm crazy, I can't go on without you 

My heart says that it can't forget you 

I miss you, who still lives in my heart